Unloved Pervert

A few days ago, I was wondering where this blog may take me, in the long run. If it catches on amongst people, I would truly enjoy that. And I began to think more and more eclectic and absurdist thoughts. What if I become a minor celebrity of sorts? Believe me, I don’t expect anything of the sort to happen, but occasionally it is enjoyable to ponder extravagant scenarios.

What if I were to attend private sex parties as the Unloved Pervert? The mask I publish on my profile has always been intended to see the light someday. I have an outfit planned, and have from very early on. It all came to me very naturally.

I would be in a hooded cloak. The mask would cover my face while the hood was sort of formfitting and part of the cloak in one continuous piece. The cloak would flow to the ground, and naturally, would have a convenient fly. Sleeves with attached gloves would be a part of the cloak. In my mind, it all looks very sleek and nice!

I think such a concept is an erotic one. Is anonymity sexy? Is it particularly interesting to imagine yourself at a party with the Unloved Pervert, couples participating in sex play all around… and slowly, gently, reaching in to take out his cock, as his expressionless mask nods at you in agreement? Would you let such a stranger, who could truly be anyone, place you at his feet on your knees, as he takes your hands to his cock, and his hand over yours, begins to show you the right speed and intensity with which to pump his life juices out?

Would you let this anonymous engorged cock explode onto your face, with ejaculation after ejaculation of thick white come?

Would you?

It’s merely an extravagant idea; no more, no less.

But isn’t that how all great things start out?

–UP

My apologies to the legions of fans (LOL) who await my every word… it has been a busy month. I have been distracted with less interesting things, but I hope to spend a bit more time on this site. So worry not, I’m still around.

 I woke up today with a massive hard-on, and the feeling that it has been far, far too long since the loveable little fellow was payed any attention…. by someone other than myself of course. My last act of actual intercourse was actually more than 2 years ago, and boy, in that respect, time DOESN’T fly. O to feel a loving and lusting mouth wrapped around my erect cock, steadily milking it for my rushing come… ah, such a lovely thought. I think the next time I find myself in a sexual relationship, I’m just going to have to say, “Look, it’s been a couple years, and I really need it, so if you could proceed to blow me for the next 8 hours straight, that would be a nice wonderful step in the right direction…” Ha ha ha…

 Woe, woe is I. :p

I will say that I have been introduced to someone, a potential candidate if you will, and hopefully that will work out to my benefit? But it is too early to tell.

I think it’s going to be difficult though, because my first couple of girlfriends gave me all I wanted sexually, and now I just sort of “expect” and want that from someone. It’s probably pretty crass to ask a girl whom you’re not involved with yet, “Hey, will you let me jerk off on your face? ‘Cause that’s important to me.” Ha ha. A touchy subject for sure, and probably not one to randomly bring up at dinner.

 So we’ll see where life takes me. Wish me luck in the meantime. I’ll still be popping in at random intervals to provide a story or musing or two or three.

Even if it’s only a lament that my cock isn’t getting sucked. :p

–UP

I didn’t expect to set the world on fire with this blog by any means, but I was hoping for a bit more interaction. If you are reading this, then leave a comment on this post. I just want to know that people want to read this…

–UP

So, tonight, listless, bored, and depressed, I decided to stop at a porn store, see if anything caught my fancy.

This particular establishment was rather low rent. I decided on a whim to buy a $5 ticket to the “theatre” part. I’d been to one of these before with a girlfriend, but never alone. And never to this particular one. I had no idea what to expect. The dude behind the counter told me that he thought I’d have the place all to myself.

 Like he was hinting that I could jerk off.

That wasn’t in the plan.

Especially not after I saw the place. There was a nice sized screen, but it was not a “theater” by ANY means. It was like a beat-up crappy condition “room”… with 4 futons, 8 ottomans, and a chair. And we’re talking “look like they’ve been rescued from the dumpster” level condition, except all the ottomans matched…

 Oh, and there were 3 condom wrappers on the floor. Nice, huh? CLASSY!

And in a weird coincidence (plan?) all the furniture was black. I guess they wanted the white stains to be extra-visible?

So yeah, it was a classy, CLASSY place.

So I chose the least dirty of the seats (this ottoman was at least of a plasticky type, so any stains could be wiped off), and sat down and watched the porn on screen.

It was fairly amusing and fairly good. It wasn’t a “story”, it was just a series of girls talking about how much they loved a guy to come inside them and have it drip out when they were done. It was extremely scripted and made me laugh for the wrong reasons at times. But it was pretty good in parts, so it wasn’t bad.

So it was a lot of me sitting rather bored in the corner alone in this filthy room watching porn.

I thought it would be really funny if someone I knew walked in. I thought about that. And I wondered what would happen if someone else walked in, some couple or just some guy. But no one came in. Except the owner, after a good hour (yes, I was sitting there for over an hour…I had nothing going on). I could hear him sweeping up outside the room, and he peeped in to see if I was still there I guess. He asked if I wanted the lights out. I told him they were fine.

Wow, this was a skeezy enough place as it was, I didn’t want the lights out too.

Awhile after that, once the movie’s 4th girl got past the scripted blowjob scene, I decided I’d had enough of the boredom.

All in all, it was an interesting experience, and I would try out the “theater” at some other place in the future if I was listless enough.

You’d think I could have at least watched some couple go at it a few yards from me. Afraid not. A rather mundane experience all in all.

Oh well, five bucks is only five bucks.

Longer entries will come soon, I promise, but this one is very brief.

I find it unfair that girls can be super hot and not yet legal. It’s just not fair! It’s like releasing a fantastic movie that no one is allowed to watch. Although I guess there will always be people that find a way to watch them. Ah well. Just annoying is all.

–UP

I kinda miss the days of knowing a lot of girls who I secretly wanted to fuck.

At points in my past, I had things for several girls around me all at once, usually having one-sided crushes on 3 or 4 girls at a time.

Seems like the number of girls I know overall is decreasing, which is causing the “number of girls I know whom I like to fantasize about” to dwindle as well.

Kinda sad. I miss being surrounded by hotties.

In my life now, I can really only think of one girl right now I like to fantasize about. One girl that isn’t an ex, anyway. One is a sad number. It’s not like that’s the number of girls I have a shot with. That’s the number I don’t even have a shot with, but fantasize about anyway. Lame.

I need to be surrounded by more hot girls. Oh well.

By the way, the girl I AM into will no doubt be mentioned on here from time to time. I’ve decided to refer to her as Crystal for anonymity purposes.

But that’s an entry for another time…

–UP

I actually went this long not really realizing how many “adult-related” blogs there were out there. In my defense, I’ve never read all that many blogs, adult-oriented or not, so I just didn’t know. Last night I listed mine on three adult-blog search engines, and looked at some examples of what was already linked from there.

 It was an interesting experience for sure! I was rewarded with some great photos (ha ha), and was very interested to learn there are at least a few blogs like mine out there, where pretty normal and average people just share their musings on sex.

Wonderful! Very interesting.

So it’s definitely a whole new world, but one I’m happy to explore. I hope people end up finding my writings interesting as well.

–UP