Unloved Pervert

So last night I lie in bed intending to head off to dreamland, but first I had some business I wanted to take care of.

 Business of the mastubatory kind.

So, as they often do, my thoughts turned to Crystal. [Please note, I have mentioned Crystal a time or two before– scan past entries and have a look]

I am fairly bland and don’t branch out much in my mastubatory fantasies. There’s not a cast of thousands up there, only a key few. Crystal is a key player. Maybe the most frequent player in the past year; that’s probably true.

So as I lie in bed, penis growing in stature, I imagined actually getting to have a lot of fun with Crystal.

Sure, in reality, Crystal is in a relationship, is not anyone I would seriously date, and no one I would ever want to marry… but I sure do want to fuck her. On paper, anyway. In my mind, I don’t want to fuck someone I don’t have a relationship with, but that is neither here nor there… when I think with my cock, I definitely want to fuck Crystal. Fuck her silly.

So I began to think about that. I thought about how we might be compatible sexually, and how I could bring her some incredible orgasms (it goes that way in my mind, anyway). So I laid back and thought about that…

I get a lot of fulfillment out of fulfilling others. Just how I am. So to fantacize about fingerbanging the shit out of Crystal and making her scream with delight… it was a great fantasy for me. Thinking about getting to grope and fondle her nubile naked body, to feel her in my arms as she came…

 …well. It was quite the imagining. Of course it can’t adequately be conveyed here.

But as I was pounding my cock, I erupted like I hadn’t in a long time. My head left the pillow, slammed back down, left the pillow again, slammed down, left, slammed, left, slammed… truly intense orgasms make me do that.

As my hand slowed down, I let out a long sigh. God, that was good. God, Crystal is so hot. Not even super-traditionally hot, but she’s so my type physically. Man, I want her so bad.

These days, I only see her about three times a week, but when I do get to take her in, my thoughts always turn carnal.

It’s nice to have a fantasy girl like that.

Maybe I’ll make you come some day for real, Crystal.